Moment of Reminiscing

The world that we live in is such a place that many types of people can thrive and succeed. It is only a matter of will. Once i had nothing but the will to just live as it is. I only wanted an ordinary life that involved much of solitude and self-contemplation. At that time, there was no other will aim in my mind. For in the past i had been through such events that often plagued my life with aftermaths of misery and pain. Though it seems that now i have found that i must venture out of this little place that i call my home, my reverie and venture out into a very special world. No, i am no longer talking about the world of society, i am referring to the world filled with adventure of a nature that seems to be comprehended by only one word: love.

A time of doubt shall be the beginning of an awakening to whatever that period of doubt shall bring to a person. This is exactly how I felt in a way of putting it to words. Thinking alone did not cause me to lose my pessimistic view of things, however it was the actions that i took to rid myself of such unneeded misery that caused me to abolish my state of misery and get on with my life. It seemed that it wasn't that there were no challenges left in life for me to explore, but the fact was it was I who refused to open myself to newer and more challenging trials.

Though through the time that i had to explore myself to the extent of reducing my thoughts to a person of much ridicule and mindless pursuits of lesure, i found no greater cause of doing such things other than filling up the place in my heart that lacked a sense of fun and play. What else was there to life other than fun and play? I was asking a question that proved to me to be my lack of interest of the way that things were running in my current lifestyle. Nothing proved to interest me in the way that things were going. There was no direction at all. A distressing thought to be sure, but an answer was quickly found when i dwelt deeper into memories of my past where i had achieved a certain sort of balance between things and found the road to the meaning of "living life to the fullest".

There is where came in the thought of that brilliant yet dangerous, calming yet full of torrents and last but not least wonderful emotion that we all refer to as love. Is love liable to be dealt with in manners that use tools and tests to prove the need and wonder of it? I don't believe so. In my opinion, it is the power of the relationship in between two persons that draws us to love and it is that i percieve it's wonders.

But one thing be said: only the depressed know the depressed; only the rich know the rich; only the poor know the poor; only the lover knows the lover. That is the power of love =)