Nothing makes sense
Do you know what it means to be talking to yourself?
Do you know what it means to be having nobody to talk to?
Do you know what it means to have nobody understand you?
Do you know what it means to have nobody standing beside you?
Do you know what it means to be by yourself, alone with nobody to help you?
Nothing makes sense.
It never has made any sense. For all the mumbling going inside your mind is just mindless talk. Even you didn't know what you were thinking about, right until that day when it happened. Finally, you did something that you just thought you would never do in your entire life. Now, you think it over and over again in your mind, and it just doesn't stop haunting you. You can't let go of it, you're trapped. Trying to understand isn't so easy after all, is it? For all those years you've been putting off those thoughts and leaving them to stirr inside of you, now they are screaming right in your face. You have nobody to go to but yourself, but you can't even trust yourself anymore.
You hide, you're afraid.
But why? Why are you afraid? And...
Why didn't you ever find out earlier?
Now you're just left behind, not by strangers or other people, but you've been left behind by your own self...
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