All out for you
Is it a good idea
when you really want it
when your heart stirs a storm
when your mind is churning with thoughts
and emotions rumble through you
but you the time is just now right
or is it?
such intuition
or maybe it's temptation
towards another's beauty
but most important, the personality
and for every second that i don't see her
a plunge to the dephts would find me dreaming
and recollecting
images that have been retained
it sinks me deeper and deeper
into a secret chamber
where you're the sole provider
of my hopes, and my dreams
you're my wonder
but i fear
time bids me a vengeance
as if it despised me
forever and ever
is such a thing possible?
when a time spiral threatenes to kill
my hopes and dreams
of even a beginning
would it be worth it?
for i fear it will hurt
dreadfully and devastating
it might never work
and i'll be cut deep
but then, my conscience burdens me more
with the hurt that it might cause you
for that, i am forever fearful
i have no intention to harm you
just to cheer you
and be beside you
half of me
of the things that i do
of the attention that i give
is focused on you
even if it never happens
and time has taken it's reign
to stop my dreams and my hopes
i should not forget your person
and inside, i will lay in shambles
although outside still smiling
inside, i would be weeping
whatever would happen
guilt overcomes me
that i might come to harm you
because of that, i still lay in wait
for the day that you something will show me
that you feel the same way too
then, this might just happen...
I would not forgive myself for hurting you
but my feelings are still as they were:
it's all out for you
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