Sad
Have you ever felt like u just had to cry
Like there was just this reason for you to shed tears
And without control over yourself
It just had to come out; it just had to go
And unlike any other instance
When it was all so simple, just over a small matter
It seemed that it was tremendous
And the depth of that urge
Was deeper than you could hold
It slipped through your hands
And out of your mind
And into reality
Then suddenly everything you did
Was centered on just one thing
And it seemed everything had become
Like a tragedy; like a mourning; like a funeral
As if your life is just a wreck
You were a mistake; you were for nothing; you were lost hope
And you cease to exist; you want to stop living
But the tears just keep coming
And even though you haven't let them out
They pound against you; with hammers that resound in your mind
And you just want to die
But when the tears finally come
When you feel like it is the end; and this is the time
You feel like ending it
But the tears keep you living
A sad irony
You walk your own funeral
You attend your own procession
You say your own last words
You live like it's your last day
A your next moment you expect death
But death forbids you that delight...
And misery grants you plight
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