Soft Spot
I just came back from watching "Definitely, Maybe".
I love the show.
I think it's my favourite cliche "love story" ever...
Hmm...i have a thing for these kind of movies. Movies that leave with you a sense and plus the dramatic escalating events. I notice that...i am going through the same period of "growth" as the main character, and that kinda stings.
I can't help but think and think and think....and wonder....
What would happen IF...IF...IF..so many IFs. It's been a very long time that i've spent half my time in a wreck. And i admit it's hard to move on. In fact, moving on is changing into a dramatic event itself. My whole mind just seems to contradict it and i want to be somehow miserable, but i need to be somehow happy. And so i go into melodrama and a tragic yet somehow perculiarly cheerful half-life. Because i'm only living half the time and the other half i'm just dead like the bedrock on the ocean sea-bed. blabber.....
i wish i had a fairytale come true. but i perhaps am hoping too much and not really doing much about it. sigh...
sigh...
SIGH!!!
when i see something, it just moves me towards it. and when the old stories go over my head again, i begin to look at things in a different way. and yet new things bring on a new perspective too. but most importantly they bring back the rebirth of a story, but made and written for different times. i need a new story to refresh myself so i can remove all these burdens and blockages. a clean sheet of paper would do just fine.
and now, i just need an eraser.
of fire.
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You went to the movies? Exam dah habis?
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