I'm resting in uncharted waters. A transition between the born and reborn, and then dead but risen again. But i'm feeling rather peculiar. I'm don't feel like hiding, i don't feel like running, i just feel like staying. I don't want anyone around. I don't want anything. I just want now, right now, anything that's around. That's all i want now. For this moment, i feel like there's something beside me and yet nothing. But it's comforting. Somehow i feel stable. Unlike sometimes which i've been. It's not a distress. It's not a euphoria either. It's just a staple feeling, placid.
What's this thing beside me? I feel very...i don't know. I can't tell. Maybe it's me. Maybe it's something. Maybe it's all those things. I don't know. I'm just talking away...to whatever is coming out of my mind. My head. My thoughts. My brain. What are all these things? Too bad. I just don't know.
It's a miracle. I wish it hadn't happened. But what is it? I'm lost. I'm found. I found the lost...
Two differences...pulling at each other. I'm not split. I'm just in-between...
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