MoonShadow
What is this feeling? What is it? This feeling, this emotion that bothers me. It trends towards a path of which i am not familiar with. It constantly tests my borders of resistance. Until now i've not felt any amount of frustration with my emotions. It has always been as i wanted it- calm, cold and frigid. There has never been an emotion as intense and overwhelming as this one. It has always been like a frozen river, but this is more of a molten stream of lava falling onto my senses. Perhaps, finally i shall meet that person underneath those icy deeps that brings warmth and i chose not to suffer. He has kept himself underneath within his warm and volatile existence so as to not disturb me. But now, i have a problem. No, an epidemic is the more suitable word. And it's spreading fast, too fast. I cannot sustain this kind of disease that is spreading like wild fire. Even the coldest of my chill cannot put a hold onto it. The dementia that this causes is frighteningly dreadful and i must seek the aid of that person that exists within the depts of this frigid ice cube that i've constructed. This molten lava is burning me like acid and i'm suffocating in the smoke.
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