silent scream
If there was a single word that could describe the amount of emotions that churn, twist and turn, and then run away towards something that would resound again and again and again and again, and perhaps forever and ever, i pray tell that somebody would tell me right now. There's nothing more confusing that a feeling of losing something that you never even had in the first place. It seems such a senseless brooding of wasteful thought, but still it is something that is substantial enough to put me off balance from within my comfort zone - and yet it seems strangely comforting. Something that should not matter at all, seems to become a worldly worry to me and i cannot stop myself from pondering it as i go along my daily routine.
A sense of longing
for something never mine
seems like such nonsense
but yet it makes perfect sense
perhaps it's just me
but i can't help but feel
so lost and lonely
when it comes to this
a cold shoulder each day
as i place myself to rest
my hands are growing colder
almost frozen, i search for a warmth
something that would save me
from the frozen death ahead
it's not so much the fear of death
but more the fear of isolation
no, fear of being alone
without the sight of you
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