I went back to melaka for a day and during the bus ride was probably the most calming feeling i've had in a very long time. I've not been sleeping well and when i'm awake i just feel like a piece of wasted shit.
Perhaps this is one of those periods where i just wait it out. Maybe it's just another time i should do nothing. But running, it seems to be a very nice feeling. Playing games, traveling, jogging, o2jam, those things give me the running feeling. Somehow they just give me the peace and quiet i need, just for those moments.
But there isn't much time for that. And i've come down to some point where i can't see the sky. What is it that i need most at this moment? Some simple understanding. Coz i really am a wreck and still sinking. Maybe i'll be better tomorrow or next semester or next year or when i start something again. But whenever that time is, i just wish that things can wait until then. Because that's why i can start saving the rest that's left of me.
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