The verve pipe- freshmen.
An Inspiration from dread
A day came, no, that day finally came...no...the day finally came that i stepped into college. Last year, was the last year that i would ever go through school. Now, today, right now is the time when my days finally start (and the boredom of school ends).
I met someone, and i thought it was love at first sight. Wow, look at her, is this for real? And now, it looks like i can actually have a real friend. Well, i confess, it's something more than just friends. Yes, you guessed it, we actually got together after the first day. Wow, what a way to start my freshmen year, eh? I entered college, got a girlfriend, and then...
Gosh, that was i think a few years ago. I remember the day that we split. I think, i really started believing in the words hell on earth at that day. It was the worst day of my life. No, the worst dreadful months of my life. I wish i never lived, i wish i never met her, i wish i never started college. Why? Why? Why did this have to happen to me? Those were the recurring words that went through my mind.
I confess, i did drugs, almost everyday. I came home drunk. Lucky i didn't live with my parents, and lucky they didn't know what i was doing - i'd be done for. I think, that i look back at myself now with that screwed up time always haunting me. I never thought things could go that bad. It sucked. I sucked.
How i live to regret that now. I wish, no, it made me wish that i never did anything. I'm scarred for life. Why did i even think about it? Terrible, terrible mistake. I don't know what she's doing now, and who's she's with. It doesn't matter. It's OVER. I'm OUT. I NEVER want to go back.
What was i to think? We were merely freshmen...
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