Nutcase: Appendix A - Go Crazy

Step 1:
Go somewhere secluded. Yes, because you're still sane enough to not want other people to see you. You're not like those psychopaths that do it in broad daylight. They have the guts, you have none. You like to keep it to yourself. You're ashamed. It's a shameful thing to do.

Step 2:
Start banging your head. It hurts, it hurts so much. Not the banging, but that headache. That headache you've been having for ages. You can't stop it once it has begun. And it begins everyday.

Step 3:
Let's start by singing at the top of your voice. Yes, although you're trying to not let anyone know, you cannot control yourself. Its not that you feel crazy, its only that you cannot control yourself. This thing is so overwhelming. It like a death sentence if your parents would see you like this, but it seems so much a charm that it is part of you.

Step 4:
It is you. You become it. No, you and it are the same thing. You are one single being.

Step 5:
You suddenly realize that this is just a dream world. Yes. Your name, your room, your hair, your fingernails, EVERYTHING is just a dream. Now you try to figure out how to wake up!

Step 6:
Oh no...you're already awake. Go nuts.